I honestly cannot believe how fast this year has gone.
It feels like the years before Nelly arrived were nothing, that I took off my sunglasses and everything got brighter the day that she was born.
Because I am in a mushy mood, look how she has grown.
I still can't believe that you are mine.
She was about 7 days old here.
She would just sleep and eat and then fall asleep again.
I didn't know what to do with you, did I just sit and watch you or would you be okay when I walked away? How would I have a shower and be a meter away from you?
The weather was so hot, I worried you would sweat but then I worried that your tiny feet and hands would get cold if not covered. What a dilemma.
Who could forget the George Costanza phase at 1 month? Who doesn't love a good receding hair line?
I didn't realise at the time just how hilarious she looked. Thank goodness for photos as proof.
Your personality really shone through this month, you would smile back at me instantly with your mega watt grin as soon as you saw me smiling at you, like a fool in love.
You hated Tummy Time but loved going for walks in the pram.
She's like a little prawn dumpling here, and you know how I love a good prawn dumpling.
I think this was the first month that you got sick. I held you so close to me, cuddled up to me like my life depended on it.
I didn't realize at the time that I also had a raging fever because I was so preoccupied with trying to make you feel better and it wasn't until you started to sweat because my body was so hot against you in our embrace.
This is the month when her legs decided to grow like weeds.
I knew then that you were to be your fathers daughter, and will one day tower over me.
Hello, Pingu.
We went on a family holiday to Vanuatu this month. You loved it, you slept better than ever before and hardly made a peep.
I spent the second last night of our holiday awake all night as I could hear a mosquito buzzing around and I was adamant that it would not get you. It did. I tried all my mosquito-killing-ninja moves, I promise.
You learnt to roll this month, remember? I took you to Perth to see Aunty Cat and she taught you in one day how to master the roll.
Still cute.
This photo took ages to capture as all you wanted to do was roll and move around, you were over the photo life.
This was probably the month that you slept the worst. You didn't want to be alone, you had to be in my bed with me. If I dared to move away from you once I thought you had hit a deep sleep cycle you knew instantly and would either cry out or roll towards me, nestling in my underarm.
It didn't even matter that you woke me all night long. I knew that it was my fault for not having you in a better routine and I felt bad that you were so unsettled and tired.
We didn't drive much this month. I was scared that I would fall asleep at the wheel and hurt you.
We walked three times per day and the neighbors began to look at me like I was mad.
Great hair month.
We finally went to Sleep School at the very end of this month. It worked so well and you and I are a better team because of it.
You've put on weight (hang on, so have I...), you've started to crawl, you sleep 12 hours at night and you don't even use a dummy any more you clever girl. You're amazing.
Look at that plump-ness.
I can't contain you, not that I would want to.
You crawl under the couch, you sit and look out the window and you love it when we water the garden together, getting a shock every time that you run your hands through the light mist of the hose.
I actually love hearing my alarm go off at 7:30am as it means that it is time to wake you and see your delightful face.
You have two bottom teeth and a top one breaking through the surface but you haven't complained much at all.
You say Mum and Mama over and over again. I try and teach you to say Dada as well but we both know how I love hearing you say Mum and Mama.
You can't quite work out how I manage to make the Cruskits go 'crunch' with my teeth, why can't you do it?
EIGHT MONTHS. ARGHHH.
There was no chance of me taking a non blurry photo here. You kept blowing raspberries at me and rolling and crawling away faster than I anticipated. Laughing in my face.
You are now 8.3kg and 73cm long, however the maternal health nurse didn't even have your legs fully straightened out so I think you are longer but never mind.
You're such a big girl now.
You love feeding me and then laughing like mad when I nibble at your delightful fingers.
You don't want to sit in the bath any more, you just want to stand up. You're a slippery one.
You're a gem.
